Will keep this short this evening, not much to tell.  My side effects today are not nearly as dramatic as they were last week, which is good - right?  I get very confused, sometimes the theory of 'the burn means it's working' call fall a bit short.  I mean, according to Lisa, my friend who is a dental hygenist (and makes a mean chicken corn chilli) says that burn is bad - but when it comes to my reaction to my chemo treatment, part of me feels like if I 'm not feeling miserable, maybe they gave me the wrong stuff?  Silly, yes - but on my mind in any case.  I slept most of the morning, and stayed in my jammies all day - literally.  I haven't done that since I was like - well, a long time ago, we'll leave it at that.
My tummy has been churning all day, that's really about it.  I took TUMS but that didn't really seem to work - so my father graced me with a bottle of his Gaviscon - which is revolting.   Absolutely revolting tasting - why aren't all these things just regularly flavored?  Who wants 'chalk' flavor?  No one!  No one does! Why do they make things that taste like this?  Arg - anyhow, it worked.  Once I got it down w/o throwing up - thank God.
Then Jennifer Medina brought us the yummiest pork chop dinner this evening (suggestion of serving this over garlic toast - BRILLIANT!  that's how we are going to eat pork chops from now on) - thank you so much.  I wasn't sure if I was going to be hungry for anything, but this was perfect - and so nice to not have to worry about cooking for my family.  How blessed we are to have such wonderful friends to bring us meals - this helps so much, you have no idea.
I have adventurous plans for errand running tomorrow - we'll see how it goes.  We usually start out, and the rule is if I start feeling tired or weird (I call it chemo brain now) we come home and I rest.  Hopefully, today was the worst of it.   So - I'll pray for no chemo brain tomorrow so we can go grocery shopping.  It's the little things, really.
Nighty Night
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I am so happy that your doing so well. I just wish that i was up there helping you out with the girls. I love reading your blog. It makes me feel closer to you then we ever have been. I know tha we have been a close family but to me it makes me happy. Please let me know if you need me to come up on a day to help with the girls. I would drop everything to do so. I love you. Britt
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