Just wanted to quickly post this morning and apologize for my horrible state of mind last night. Usually I may start there, but end up on the other side - that is what this space does for me - it just didn't last night. So I'll get my game on this morning and get with the program.
I thought this was ironic this morning - I continue to tweeze out my grey hairs in my head (which are much more abundant as of late) - how funny, you'd think I'd covet any hairs I could get, but it seems I'd rather be bald than grey.
I'll write more tonight my friends - have a great day and God Bless.
Dina
DINA'S BOOB BLOG - An online journal of my breast cancer experience.
I love reading your writings and I would be angry too. How can you say that when you ahve children. I'm hoping they just caught her in a moment. Your strength is amazing! That will get you through and your wonderful support system.
ReplyDeleteLove Robyn
LEAVE THE GREY! I have grey too - I think it makes me look MATURE and DISTINGUISHED!...I SAID it made me LOOK mature and distinguished! LOL! I've been praying and praying for ya every day - but today more often than not - in preperation for tomorrow. We're ALL with you....plug in some tunes and look at a pic of the babies!!!! Kick it in the ass tomorrow, darlin' - ((HUG))...Jennifer Ward
ReplyDeleteOK - I have to say I'm glad the car thing worked out, but I'm really quite disappointed about the FU car - maybe you could put personalized plates on Gmas car? Except she probably wouldn't take that well, huh?
ReplyDeleteI wish at the moment I was an oncology nurse, so I knew more what to expect. But at least I do know what a femur is!
I will be thinking about you tomorrow, and visualizing the nasty drugs beating the s*&t out of the nasty cancer cells.
Know that we continue to pray for you, Dina, and for PJ and the girls. And know that it's ok for you to feel tired, to feel sick, to hurt, to cry, to fear - or anything else. The only thing you are not allowed to think about is giving up. Rest when you can, let everyone around you do for you - they will be there for you. You're used to being the doer and giver, it will be hard to be the receiver; maybe that's part of the lesson to be learned from this.
I wish we were closer, I wish we could help. If there is anything at all, please ask. We love you. And if any of those nurses are less than angelic to you, take names - I will personally come kick their butt!
Love from all of us - Keitha
Huge prayers are headed your way from Fresno tonight. Sydney, our youngest, told me Sunday that we were going to "Dina's house" for dinner and then scribbled a picture and told me it was for Madeline. She is somehow so connected to your family right now-God's work I'm sure!
ReplyDeleteWe love you all and look forward to seeing you again soon. Fight hard!
Love, Pegs, Bry, Hannah and Sydney